Apperently at this point in my life, i'm supposed to be thinking aboput what I want to do with the next say 75 years (unless I get trampled by an elephant or such). The sad part is, I really don't know. The world is so full of choices that sometimes, we seem to get wallowed up by the endless desicions. Think about it. Is it so fair that what i'm doing now determines my whole life? Can one little GPA make or deastroy me? If I fail a class am I doomed to life on the street as a hobo? That being said, I really didn't fail any classes. Actually I did pretty good. Not great, but satisfactory. A little better than last time actually...
Anyway, what I'm trying to get at is that it's so hard for everyyhing to be based on "Right Now". I need to choose a college "Right Now". I need a job "Right Now". I really hope all this pays off in the long run...really.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
People who have made my day :)
I've had lots of bad days lately. Most likely due to my attitude more than anything else. It's just been a hard few weeks, but let me tell you, I have also had some of the best days of my life, thanks to people who care. I'm going to share a few experiences from the last few weeks...
First is first, there was a guy I didn't know very well. Actually I'd never even talked to him before. I was surfing around the blogs of fellow Taylorsville High students, and noticed a the last post he had written was in August. I realized as a read along, that he was bearing his testimony on his blog. It made my day to see someone with a testimony they weren't afraid to share. Now, when I see him in the hall, or after school, I notice the little things he does, and what a cool kid he is.
About a week ago, I went to a B.O.M party. It was the smallest gesture, but it completely made my day. Not only that, but reading the Book of Mormon for an hour is something I don't get to do very often, so doing it with friends was awesome!
Today, I was having a crappy day. I had only gotten 4 1/2 hours of sleep so I was tired, and just ugghhhh. You know, one of those days :( so I'm sitting at lunch, and Jessica starts singing to me. It totally made my day. She's one of those people you never see with a frown. Someday I hope I can aspire to that.
T came to our choir class today. It was awesome to be able to see her and little baby Austyn!! It made me want to be a mother. Not now, of course, but when the time is right yah know?
Last but not least, I'm going to back track a little. It was Tuesday night, and I was going to Mutual. Same old same old right? Nope :) It was awesome! We went to the church history museum. I swear, those girls can find a way to make anything fun! The biggest part was I felt something that I hadn't felt in a long time. I felt like a part of something, something bigger than me. Love you girls!
Anyway, that's been my week. Sometimes I think our good days and bad days even out, and I know that eventually, everything will fall into place.
ALLEE
First is first, there was a guy I didn't know very well. Actually I'd never even talked to him before. I was surfing around the blogs of fellow Taylorsville High students, and noticed a the last post he had written was in August. I realized as a read along, that he was bearing his testimony on his blog. It made my day to see someone with a testimony they weren't afraid to share. Now, when I see him in the hall, or after school, I notice the little things he does, and what a cool kid he is.
About a week ago, I went to a B.O.M party. It was the smallest gesture, but it completely made my day. Not only that, but reading the Book of Mormon for an hour is something I don't get to do very often, so doing it with friends was awesome!
Today, I was having a crappy day. I had only gotten 4 1/2 hours of sleep so I was tired, and just ugghhhh. You know, one of those days :( so I'm sitting at lunch, and Jessica starts singing to me. It totally made my day. She's one of those people you never see with a frown. Someday I hope I can aspire to that.
T came to our choir class today. It was awesome to be able to see her and little baby Austyn!! It made me want to be a mother. Not now, of course, but when the time is right yah know?
Last but not least, I'm going to back track a little. It was Tuesday night, and I was going to Mutual. Same old same old right? Nope :) It was awesome! We went to the church history museum. I swear, those girls can find a way to make anything fun! The biggest part was I felt something that I hadn't felt in a long time. I felt like a part of something, something bigger than me. Love you girls!
Anyway, that's been my week. Sometimes I think our good days and bad days even out, and I know that eventually, everything will fall into place.
ALLEE
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
